Monday, June 14, 2010

Creative Thinking

I loved this year. I loved loved this year. I will miss this year when I leave Main, I picked these pics because It shows you that this year I have expressed my feeling of my heart by putting effort into what i do. It shows that I can do what ever I believe I can do That I learned that I can make a change in life and live it the way I wan to live it. I have started to read a lot more in my life now. not just in school but at home to. I learned that I have more friends then I thought I ever had. And that the beauty that I have is me and no one elses and I am one of a kind. No one can replace what I have. And the creativity of what I have in my heart and what I show with my heart. Being the one to express the feeling of being loved and showing the meaning of life in the right direction.

Poetry Friday

This helped me express my ability to show what I can do. This helped me tremendous. It helped me with trying to spell right. Poetry Friday is a day were I sit down in class and make a lovely poem. And share it with my teacher. I love to go home and share it with my ma and pa. They love how I express myself with just words and a creative mind. After these past poetry Fridays I have been making poems every day. And now I have so many at home. I have learned from making poems that sometimes I have to move on. Or I talk about my feelings way to much. I also found out that Sometimes its not me that has to change but the world itself to. And I found out that love comes and goes from my old posts. And I have also loved going to my teacher and showing what I did for my creative righting about the poem I did. I love seeing the teachers face when the read my work. I learned that there are different ways to make poems and one lines are when there are words on top of each other. And I have learned that there are short poems, long poems, funny and sad poems, I am glad that this year I have gotten to express and show who I really am. And find the person I am And not that girl that seams like a ghost to everything around me.

Reflection on this year

This year in school was grate. There are some moments I will never forget. Like the time I misspelled something in class. And I have learned a lot to. From how to look at something and make a poem out of it. Or learning about romeo and Juliette and then being able to right a poem about them. And I learned that poems are not just a frays or words put together. Its an inspiration from your mind and thoughts. A beautiful rainbow of glorious words raining down onto your paper. And then after your done looking at your paper. You see that you have just made the most beautiful art work you have ever seen, I poem that is meant to be. I have found myself this year of who I am and what I am because of poems and life itself. I found out that a lot more people then I thought like me. I learned this year. That things take time. I also learned that one should be patient. As steady as a beating drum. I have also learned that time can be on your side. And that working with ability and trust... will also help you threw the year. I have learned a lot. :)


Cuba is about this girl that is turning into a young adult and she has to prove to her parents that she can do that. She tries really hard and int he end she ends up messing up and losing everything.
She talks about he life about going to Mexico an eating there food or dancing. She faked a peace of paper and had her dad sign it and he did not know what he was signing. So, I learned from this book that In Cuba you have parties and birthdays to show you reached that responsibility level. And that you should not disrespect you mom or dad. Even if you not in Cuba you shouldn't. And this book is a really good book to read. I felt inspired to rad this book.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Romeo and Juliet

I think this goes with romeo and Juliet because they wanted lust for each other and they had it. And they did it with the warmth of there hearts even threw the weak moments and the strong moments because there families are enemies. And at the end every true love dies rather you are old or you kill yourself. That is why I think this gose with romeo and Juliet.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010


Lust for each other.
Over the good of warmth.
Very weak and strong.
Every true love dies.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Romeo and Juliet

I drew this design because in the book Romeo and Juliet go through bumps and curves while they are married like when they get married they can only see each other here and there. And Capulet is still trying to find her a husband and when he does she don't want to get married because she already is in love with Romeo and shes married to him.

I drew this about Romeo because Romeo and Juliet are enemies and they have to try there hardest to not get killed or cot for loving each other wile they sneak out. And I also picked it because I like how it shows that Romeo is on one side and Juliet is on the other side because in the book Romeo was banished..... and that's what I thought when I was drawing these designs

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Queen Elizabeth I and the Elizabethan Period

I am writing about William Shakespeare. Elizabeth became queen in 1558. Elizabeth died in 1603. She was only 70 years of age when she died. Elizabeth was the third choice to become queen. The first ones were Edward and Mary. Edward died when he was 15 and Mary died a little bit after that. Mary was the worst queen ever she cut peoples heads of for not believing and the Christianity. After Mary died Elizabeth became queen. She was one of the best queens she helped out her people and fixed all the problems that were left for her<>Tudor but not only that but left an era in English history. And William wanted to have her in the poems and in his plays because of the grate things this woman did.

Monday, April 26, 2010


The worst thing you can imagine is yourself in glasses.
Here I am 15 year old with glasses.
I had them when i was little and now I have them again because now im far sited again.!
years have gone by and wishing that this day would never come the fright of having geeky glasses. :(
once you take your glasses off.. you feel like you had them once you don't need them again. But that is wrong. People beware of how you take care of your eyes because later on in the future this can happen to you.

Monday, March 29, 2010

into the night sky

I lay awake,
staring into the night sky outside my window.
I see the shadows on the moon.
The way the trees dance in the wind.
The rustling of the leaves rolling on the grown.
But when I listen there is no sound.
I press my face up to the glass.
It feels so cold and gloomy.
I try not to stare at the night sky.
But the way it sparkles,
ketches my eye,
I think for a very long time,
and try not to hide,
all the things I felt inside.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

long distance :(

I feel dampe and dark inside,
Its hard for me to stay by your side,
hold my heart as you go,
telling me you love me so,
hold on tight with all you got,
Because long distance can be harder then we thought.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

At the Zoo

At the Zoo
by William Makepeace Thackeray

First I saw the white bear, then I saw the black;
Then I saw the camel with a hump upon his back;
Then I saw the grey wolf, with mutton in his maw;
Then I saw the wombat waddle in the straw;
Then I saw the elephant a-waving of his trunk;
Then I saw the monkeys—mercy, how unpleasantly they smelt!

The Tyger

The Tyger
by William Blake

Tyger! Tyger! burning bright
In the forests of the night,
What immortal hand or eye
Could frame thy fearful symmetry?

In what distant deeps or skies
Burnt the fire of thine eyes?
On what wings dare he aspire?
What the hand, dare sieze the fire?

And what shoulder, & what art,
Could twist the sinews of thy heart?
And when thy heart began to beat,
What dread hand? & what dread feet?

What the hammer? what the chain?
In what furnace was thy brain?
What the anvil? what dread grasp
Dare its deadly terrors clasp?

When the stars threw down their spears,
And water'd heaven with their tears,
Did he smile his work to see?
Did he who made the Lamb make thee?

Tyger! Tyger! burning bright
In the forests of the night,
What immortal hand or eye
Dare frame thy fearful symmetry?

The Ghazal of What Hurt

The Ghazal of What Hurt
by Peter Cole

Pain froze you, for years—and fear—leaving scars.
But now, as though miraculously, it seems, here you are

walking easily across the ground, and into town
as though you were floating on air, which in part you are,

or riding a wave of what feels like the world's good will—
though helped along by something foreign and older than you are

and yet much younger too, inside you, and so palpable
an X-ray, you're sure, would show it, within the body you are,

not all that far beneath the skin, and even in
some bones. Making you wonder: Are you what you are—

with all that isn't actually you having flowed
through and settled in you, and made you what you are?

The pain was never replaced, nor was it quite erased.
It's memory now—so you know just how lucky you are.

You didn't always. Were you then? And where's the fear?
Inside your words, like an engine? The car you are?!

Face it, friend, you most exist when you're driven
away, or on—by forms and forces greater than you are.

definition of love

The Definition of Love
by Andrew Marvell

My Love is of a birth as rare
As 'tis for object strange and high:
It was begotten by Despair
Upon Impossibility.

Magnanimous Despair alone
Could show me so divine a thing,
Where feeble Hope could ne'er have flown
But vainly flapped its Tinsel wing.

And yet I quickly might arrive
Where my extended soul is fixt,
But Fate does iron wedges drive,
And always crowds itself betwixt.

For Fate with jealous eye does see
Two perfect Loves; nor lets them close:
Their union would her ruin be,
And her tyrannic power depose.

And therefore her decrees of steel
Us as the distant Poles have placed,
(Though Love's whole World on us doth wheel)
Not by themselves to be embraced.

Unless the giddy Heaven fall,
And Earth some new convulsion tear;
And, us to join, the World should all
Be cramped into a planisphere.

As lines so Loves oblique may well
Themselves in every angle greet:
But ours so truly parallel,
Though infinite can never meet.

Therefore the Love which us doth bind,
But Fate so enviously debars,
Is the conjunction of the Mind,
And opposition of the Stars.

the kiss

The Kiss
by Stephen Dunn

She pressed her lips to mind.
—a typo

How many years I must have yearned
for someone’s lips against mind.
Pheromones, newly born, were floating
between us. There was hardly any air.

She kissed me again, reaching that place
that sends messages to toes and fingertips,
then all the way to something like home.
Some music was playing on its own.

Nothing like a woman who knows
to kiss the right thing at the right time,
then kisses the things she’s missed.
How had I ever settled for less?

I was thinking this is intelligence,
this is the wisest tongue
since the Oracle got into a Greek’s ear,
speaking sense. It’s the Good,

defining itself. I was out of my mind.
She was in. We married as soon as we could.


Are you stuck in the middle?
With nothing to do?
Are you scarred after this...
no one will love you?
Do you think real hard?
Try to see... who you really think could be?
Being stuck in the middle ...
trying to choose.
What inside means to you.

Friday, March 12, 2010


My run away dream from far away.
Cant you see I'm here today.
I wanna run so far from here.
When I look back,
I wont shed a tear.
Run far as far as I can,
to a beautiful place that gives me space.
I talked to god and I followed my heart,
to a place that gives me a brand new start.
The sound of leaving sounds so grate,
But there is only one problem,
My fear of hate.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Let him know

Whisper his name.
Into the air.
let it out don't be scarred.
Let him know you are here to help.
Let him be happy with him self.
Show him the right path to follow
even if your heart feels hollow.
Trust me long fellow.
Follow your heart.
The one god gave you
some day he too will forgive you.

My love alone

My loves alone so cold and dry.
oh please god I don't wanna cry. I think of him, I dream of him, I whisper and speak his name, I feel lost and no were to go please help me god to find my soul. I run away, I cry at night, I cant even sleep. The way I dream of him so nice, makes me cold and freeze. My one and only wish to be, Are two kids, just HIM and ME.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

loves apart

I'm scarred to say I want to die but I'm not going to lye.
I'm feeling pain in my heart.
That one day will fall apart.
Being here feeling down nothing to do besides frown.
I have no life and no love,
That could carry on from above,
I'm all alone
and so sad
oh baby don't be mad.
I cry your name so soft and sweet hopping I can fall asleep.


Waiting on the bridge,
Scarred and feared inside,
I whisper your name in the cold wind,
Hopping not to cry,
I feel so sad and hurt inside that all I want is to die,
I step up on the ledge whisper your name one more time,
The wind feels so cold an smooth, the way it rushes feels nice and cool.
I say my prayers and say good by.
Baby my love..... Its time for me to fly.

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Monday, March 8, 2010

❤Dearest Friend❤

Today i fell in love.
He fell from above.
The way he looks at me.
The way he smiles.
Makes my belly tingle for a wile.
He talks calm and walks so cool.
Makes me feel like a huge fool.
He walks up to me and hold my hand.
With a slight whisper he seas.
I love you my dearest friend.

by peanut stone

Wednesday, March 3, 2010


His love is like a rose
Lovely till it dies out
When I see him
I see my life
When I see him
I think... I could be his wife
With every life in my soul I lust after him
My heart beats harder every time I think of him
Time goes bye and we found love
We pray for things from far above
To let us stay in love
We wish upon the stars so high
That we will be together till we die

by peanut stone


Franklin D. Roosevelt

Franklin D. Roosevelt The words of F.D.R is "the only thing we have to fear is fear itself."
The cool thing is that Roosevelt was made Governor in new york in 1928.
In 1932 he was elected President.
Some recovery was made in 1935.
Roosevelt wanted global war after December 7, 1941 - after the Japanese attacked Pearl Harbor.
April 12, 1945, Roosevelt died of cerebral hemorrhage.

Friday, February 12, 2010

my poem

This poem i rewrote. I put this poem involving in how i feel and what my heart feels like its telling me. It was easy at first to think of what i should do but then words didn't come to me right so i tried again and it happened. I read it again and it killed me inside to see what I wrote was true ... the feeling I feel inside... love can be nice.... but love is only another word for cruelty.

poetry friday

I think this was really easy to do I mean i love poems and I do a lot at home the only hard part was finding how to put it in a shape that fits the poem.

Friday, February 5, 2010

letting go

Liking some one is one thing,
loving is another.
crying for a guy is hard,
dieing for a guy is really hard.
feeling the tears run down your face,
feeling your heart stop with out a trace.
Running away finding the answer,
to what your heart is telling you.
You could end up on a road leading to the one who loves you,
Or you could end up on the road to the one who hurts you,
Never give up keep seeking your heart with in you,
because you never know,
he could be seeking,

by peanut stone

"don't ask, don't tell" policy.

I believe that if man kind wants to love another man or female in the army they should because,
No one should jug who they love or like yea to me I don't like it because I think a man and a female should be together but if they love each other more then anything in the world and want to spend the rest of there lives like that then so be it. Its not like something is going to go wrong. I mean really no one should care who lives there lives. I think they should live it they way they like it. And if there in the war then go ahead go to the war. It should not be a big deal. Love is love. You cant stop that. That is why I think people should be able to go to war and be gay or less.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

❤Never Ending❤

The days of my life feel like there going by way to slow. The days of high school not so well. friends and family not getting along. I was told when I get out it would be the same thing. Stuck up chicks and stick up guys thinking that there all that. I need a reality check I wanna know more about the world and whats out there. I feel alone... I feel down... there is nothing .. that can change my mind... the world is a never ending place for me. A place were no dreams come true a place that makes me miss the things that did come true. The world is my world, life is my life, this story, is my story, a story of a girl only 15 making a big choice. To move or not to move. Having a father from the south then coming to the north and taking my family away. They all wana go back to the south and I wanna stay. They choice that I have is to stay or to stray. I don't wanna leave my friends I have no friends down there. list of pros and cons if i leave

its worm no friends
nice cars no snow
adventure being lost
no jerks nothing t fight for

having a live i don't know but i do not for one thing if i leave il miss every one ill cry every night. I dont know what i would do. there are no friends no place and nothing down there to make me happy besides the worm. I DON'T WANNA GO. I DON'T WANNA BE THE ONE TO CHOOSE. RESPONSABILITY AM I READY FOR IT. Am I confident in myself to take care of myself and go to school and take care of a house all by myself. Should i think of good and bad things about main to? Could there be a life in the south for me? Is there a way for me to be happy? The one choice i thought i would never have to make has come. STAY OR LEAVE. I am the never ending story. if my life is good or bad. God planed it. Ill stand strong. Ill stand fears, And I will stand my grounds, I will win my life. I will, I will, I will.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

u and me

ur the tresure that was lost but now is found, ill keep you close to my heart safe and sound. idk if u would stop and talk so ill keep walking and not make a sound bc maybe one day ill be around to see you here waiting nere to hold my hand and wisper in my ear . thinking of you makes me smile in the day and for a wile . i love u though u hate me. all i see is u and me.

Friday, January 22, 2010


When I'm here and I need his help. He listens to me when I pray. He tells me whats up and whats down he will be with me forever. When I'm down and on the grown he lifts me up and caries on. He will be in my heart forever more. He who made me. He who saved me. He who gave his life for mine. He loves us and we love him. I just hope people believe in him.
by peanut stone


music tips ........ music demos .......... music intro ....

try to find out how to play and be good at music almost every thing you do to make a sound is music.
by peanut stone

love quote of the day

Two souls but with a single thought,
Two hearts that beat as one.
by John Keats

✰ all by myself ✰

When I feel alone. when I'm feeling down. Some how you find how to make me happy. I pray at night to find my sole. I pray at night to find my heart. I listen to him. I listen to her. But all I feel is a chilly brrr. But when you talk I feel all worm. When you say love you . Ill say I love you to. because of you. I found that love can be true.
by peanut stone


Mommy, Mommy, your my mommy. feed me, hug me, kiss me, love me. when I'm hurt you always help me. When I'm crying, dieing feeling like there is nothing for me you lift my dreams and help me see, that there is a world that dose love me.

by peanut stone

With Me

When I'm with you I can see all the beauty with in me. I see colors no one has seen. I have dreams with you and me. In the past and in the future. I see you holding my hand forever. Love in our hands never to leave again. I love you so much even to the smallest touch. I can not leave you i will not leave you. please say I LOVE YOU.

<3 <3 <3 <3<3 <3 <3 <3<3 <3 <3 <3<3 <3 <3 <3<3 <3 <3 <3<3 <3
by peanut stone

Raising money for Haiti

I would like to be sponsored to run for Haiti, I'm going to run for a few miles and rays money to help Haiti rebuild buildings and help with food I would really like it if i got more and more sponsors to help me out with this. I care about what happened to Haiti and i will do all I can to rays money for them.

If you would like to help me with Haiti please leave a comment and ill get back to you.
please and thank you.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Opinion Piece

I think that we should learn more about the civil rights and what they did and what were the wars and things that went on and I would like to know who helped hiding the blacks and making sure no one finds them and trying to help them out knowing that slaves are bad to have. And I would like to know a lot more about Haiti it sounds like a place that was never really that good knowing that they didn't have lot of money to begin with and then knowing that they already had to walk to get there water and now they get this bad thing happen to them I would hate to be there knowing that all them people were one alive and hurt or dead or not found yet. I think it would be a better thing for me to know I would think it would be cool if we started a running program the more you run the more money goes to Haiti. Thats what I think And thats what im going to do.

World News

This is about Haiti, Haiti is French revolution and principles of the rights of men. Its a place were a lot of people got hurt or killed. Thousands were lost and very little found building very were were down to the ground. In the past there was Most important was the revolution of the slaves in Saint-Domingue. witch is in Haiti. Also They began to build an alliance with the free people of color who wanted more civil rights in 1793. During 1793 France and Great Britain went to war. Beginning in 1821, President jean pierry boyer, also an homme de couleur and successor to Pétion, managed to reunify the two parts of St. Domingue and extend control over the western part of the island. Before the hole thing went down in Haiti. Before it tumbled to the ground and there is nothing now. Before that it was already hard for them to get things. They had to walk and get there water. They had cloths but not the best best adn they had to work really hard just to get what they needed in life or it would get harder and harder for them each day. The United states occupied the island from 1915 to 1934.Haiti was struck by a magnitude-7.0 earthquake, the country's most severe earthquake in over 200 years. It was outrages. Death toll could reach 200,000. That's a lot of people/ animals.Haiti's air port was shut down for a long time till they could clean the air port out. They needed people to fly over from the u.s.a and fast. To get them food and water to be able to live. They bodies that were killed were one in piles or two they were still trying to be found dead or alive. Haiti was suffering big and now they have this happen to them. Try being there in there shoes or even dead for that matter looking down from the sky seeing that what was yours and were you lived was in a big mess. And friends and family were alive hurt or dead laying there on the side of the road or in a building that was crashed to the ground.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010


I think my blog is turning out a little bit better. I have spelling problems a lot but the is has helped me ever cents i started to use it I'm spelling a lot better and I'm showing anyone in the world what I can do for poems and stuff i really think that it is cool I also like that you can make it seem like you and put what and how you feel into it. I think righting in this has also help me think about my life and what is going on and I would really like to get a goal to get more people to look at my blogger and add me I would also like to make more poems for everyday until i die I would also like to atleaset make a poem about my life every day until i forget or something bad goes on. Blogging helped me from wanting to do enything bad or wrong.


Love higher Law is one of the good book but to me if you don't sit down and read it clearly and slowly you will not know what they are saying or talking about in the book.
there are these kids that gose threw a hard time they wake up one morning and they see that one of the world trade centers have been crashed into. There were kids in school to and they were watching the t.v the principal went on the speakers and said to calm down there is nothing to worry about and they think when some one seas to calm down that means that there is something wrong. The kids try to call there parents and get to were they need to go. A boy was at his house and fell asleep threw the hole thing his bf was writing him notes and everyone was writing to him on email and the t.v was going wild and the mother and father called and the mother was crying and the father sead things ad the mother is the one that had to say i love you be safe. This book lets you know and tells you what its like living like this when your town or city is being under attack and you don't know what to do. Being only a teenager and having to get your own food and drinks and a place to stay is really hard after knowing your parents are gone some were or is dead. This book can really change your mind about life.